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Aug 22, 2010

chapter 17 : recent fav song

Michael Buble - haven't met you yet (love this song)

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

Aug 21, 2010

chapter 16 : donat keras kematu

wow....memang menarik r donat aku uat mlm td....agak2 klu ak baling kat anjing.....anjing tu pon boley mati....gile keras!!!!membazir je tepung 1.5kg....isyh

resepi terbaik donat izzati - ade ke patut aku pegi bancuh mauripan tu dengan air panas.....mampus r segala yeastny (ie bhsa chemistrynya....yeast has been denatured).sia-sia sudah miss fatimah ajar aku chemistry slama ni....hish

uli punya uli....bentuk punya bentuk....mas dan aku "pesal donat ni xkembang2???"
ni mst idea bernas aku membancuh yeast pki hot water td,...terima kasih betul kepada otak aku T__T

at last....aku penyekkan donatnya...da cam lempeng ak tengok....lantak r...
hanis dtg dengan penuh harapan nk makan donat aku....
"eyh....cam kuih maryam la!!!!".....suda....kuih maryam pulak.....
xpena2 plak ak dengar de kuih name maryam....

layan je la....da aku yang buat kan....so aku bagi kuih lenyek 2 kuih izzati.....woot2~

p/s: reminder....klu anda nk main masak2...pastikan anda sure apa yang anda patut buat....if not...end up like me...wakakakaka.....expected outcome did not achieve....hampa skali lagi...

xp2...next time aku try ag....tp wat bende lain...haha...nk tengok kemusnahan apa lagi yang aku bakal buat....

sekian...

Aug 20, 2010

chapter 15 : ECOnomia....

assalamualaikum.....

owh...sudah ku assume begitu,,...
test ECONOMY....
hurm....nak kate susah..aku tengok the questions are not so difficult
but why i can't think for the answers????
kebengangan di situ !!!

by the time mr yee announced for econs test or quiz, aku mestti xsenang duduk
even the test will be in the next 2 weeks...nta pape je..but that is me !!!

as usual...aku akan kate....that paper..memang meng-ghost-kan aku...
owh....tidak....boleh x aku xnk belajar economy???
otak aku ni bukannya untuk science social stream....tidak mau.....

tapi...keterpaksaan ini tidak membenarkan aku membatalkan niat dan memenuhi nafsu aku...
skali lagi...kehampaan berganda !!!

what ever it is...just follow the trend....cam biasa la...aku akn kate....aku BERSERAH....
ngeee XD

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ok now, it is a bit out of topic actually....but i still wanna story....
yesterday...hanis, jannah, ana and i cooked ourselves for breaking fast...ngee....

achievement : mission accomplished....but kind a mess here and there....

credit to samantha coz helping us to cook sayur and sardine...
my job was to prepare the berdegil....

memang degil.....hahaha.....xjadi....tasteless....ok la an....orang puase r katekan....but overall
jadi jugak r the effort to improve myself....and learn how to cook....v(^.^)v

sekian....

Aug 19, 2010

chapter 14 : inikah TAKDIR?

assalamualaikum kawan2....

semakin hidup aku ni da nak sampai ke penghujungny di INTI ni....
semakin banyak aku berfikir....
berfikir tentang segalanya...
segala yang merunsingkan
segala yang menyedihkan
segala yang menghampakan

seperti yang diborakkan bersama seorang kawan aku....
rasanya hidup di sini bukanlah untuk aku
adakah takdir aku untuk mengharungi hidup yang 'ambiguous' ni??

tetapi...pilihan itu didasari atas kehendak aku sendiri
the choice that we made is our destiny

tapi aku belum dapat merasakan kesesuaian itu
mungkinkah................

yang terbaik hanyalah berserah...
just follow the trend

p/s : sebenarnya xtau apa yang aku bebelkan ni memberi kefahaman kepada kawan2 semua atau tidak....andaikan saja anda semua faham.....wee...(^^)v

Aug 18, 2010

chapter 13 : hide n seek

assalamualaikum.....

aku terus je nk msuk main point sbb aku da xtau nk berkias2....
kalau la aku diberi peluang untuk buat pilihan....ya Allah...aku xmahu lahir ke dunia ni....

hidup ni macam GAMBLE....haish...macam aku penah kate dekat sorang kawan aku ni....
hidup aku xpena xd masalah....ade je y datang...xberhenti2....

makin lame...makin banyak..makin memeningkan...makin merunsingkan kepala hotak ak ni...
aku selalu berangan nak sangat lari jauh....jauh...punye la jauh...dan jauh dari kehidupan ni...
macan main HIDE n SEEK....nak pergi tempat jauh2...sampai xd sape boleh jumpe...

realiti kehidupan penuh dengan penipuan dan kezaliman...selalu menyakitkan dan selalu menyusahkan...aku selalu jealous dengan manusia2 y mampu menikmati kehidupan dengan sgt bahagia dan meriahnya....aku.....AKU....aku.....sepertinya aku tidak mampu begitu..penghidupan yang menyedihkan !!!! sungguh menyadiskan....

pergi....pergi....pergilah dari hidup ini wahai masalah...problems....memang menjengkelkan dan me-demotivate-kan aku..nyah kau..pergi lah kau...

Ya Allah....sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang maha mengetahui atas segala apa yang berlaku. berikanlah kepadaku kehidupan yang Engkau redhai dan Engkau rahmati. hidupkanlah hati ini dengan sinar cahaya-Mu. sesungguhnya Engkaulah maha halus dan maha memberi sesuatu.

Aug 17, 2010

chapter 12 : beri pinjam

Assalamualaikum kawan2....
hari ini perjalanan hidup aku continue as usual. i'm doing the routine. buka then pegi surau for tadarus.
semasa asyik bertadarus bersama cik syida @ bed, cik aqilah sam and cik erni, tiba2 terpandang pulak 1 tafsir ayt yang mengingatkan aku tentang sesuatu dan berkait rapat dengan keadaan kita semasa bulan ramadan ni....berikut adalah tafsir ayt tersebut :
Siapakah yang mau memberi pinjaman kepada Allah, pinjaman yang baik (menafkahkan hartanya di jalan Allah), maka Allah akan meperlipat gandakan pembayaran kepadanya dengan lipat ganda yang banyak. Dan Allah menyempitkan dan melapangkan (rezki) dan kepada-Nya-lah kamu dikembalikan.
(Al-Baqarah, 2 : 245)
cuba anda teliti maksud ayt ini....
Pinjaman yang dimaksudkan di situ ialah harta. banyak yang boleh kita 'include'kan sebagai harta, contohnya : duit, makanan, MASA.

di sini ingin aku tekankan tentang perihal masa. dalam konteks bulan puasa dan aku fokuskan lebih kepada diri aku sendiri. lepas buka - ape lagi, perut kenyang, hati senang, mata pon ape lagi...xdpt dinafikan lagi....ditambah pulak dengan assigments, quizzes and presentation y xpenah abis2...masa y ak ada sangat limited.

jadi aku mungkin akan reluctant tok menafkahkan masa y aku ada untuk membanyakkan ibadah seperti pegi surau and tadarus, solat tarawikh and baca al-Q. kalau nak diikutkan nafsu malas aku yang membuak2, memang la aku xkan buat sampai bila2....

tetapi, bila kita renung kembali berdasarkan ayat di atas, kita perlulah (atau lebih tegas lagi 'mestilah') memberikan sedikit pinjaman yang kita ada untuk Allah....dan Allah pasti memulangkannya in the form of nikmat yang sangat banyak. yang mungkin kita sendiri xsedar akan kehadiran nikmat itu.

oleh itu, hendak aku tegaskan di sini, rebutlah peluang yang ada untuk mendapatkan pulangan yang berlipat kali ganda daripada Tuhan kita. Dia maha pengasih dan maha pemurah.

kawan2 dan diri aku sendiri, janganlah malas2 atau kedekut tok menyumbangkan sesuatu kepada Allah kerana pulangannya sangat besar dan xternilai...insyaAllah.....

moga2 pengisian yang tidak seberapa ini mampu melahirkan kesedaran ke dalam diri kawan2 dan diri aku sendiri. Amin....

Wassalam.

Aug 16, 2010

chapter 11 : belah DUA

selamat pagi semua.....pagi y indah....diserikan dengan bunyi kereta nta sape2....(nk kne ni!!! tuanny...abis r bateri kereta anda)...ok abaikan...xtermasuk dlm main point y sebenar......

hari ini bakal ada briefing for university application....duh !!....i haven't make up my mind...camne ni....pilihan y ak ada....
  1. RMIT, Melbourne (which is ak mmg nk sgt pegi sane...nak men snow....woot~)....
  2. QUT, Brisbane...agk ke north...not so cold during winter....but..ade Gold Coast...ley kate uni terkenal nga kos QS
  3. uniSA, Adelaide....agak kekampungan...ada ketenangan....
  4. Curtin Uni, Perth....ak meletakkan y terakhir..sbb ak mmg xnk pegi u ni....agk ke barat daya of Aust....byk kangarooo
masalah besar ak skang....i can't choose RMIT coz the contract with BQSM will expire somewhere in Oct..poor me....hurm....

but i dont care.....i'll still put RMIT as my 1st choice....QUT next and followed by uniSA....papehal pon....i put my trust on YOU....You know the best for me....insyaAllah....

kawan2...do pray for me...hopefully BQSM cepat2 renew the contract and RMIT is still one of the list.....yay!!!

Aug 14, 2010

chapter 10 : HECTIC

salam my friends...wow these few days back....i was hesitate to blog because the time constraint...
24 hours a day seem not enough for me....busy with the assignments that will never end, revise the subjects for quizzes and test....haish....

there's an article i've read....it's about the signs of qiamat...everyone about it right...but here, i wanna stress on time....it says that when the qiamat is pacing closer to us, we'll feel very hectic and just want to extend the hours that we have a day.

i remember about the content of Al-Asr which explain about time...Allah has clearly told us about appreciating the time and using it wisely....however, most of us like to delay....we like to do the unnecessary things rather than allocate our time for more beneficial and urgent works....

hopefully we can improve ourself and istiqamah in managing our time....we are the one who responsible for our future...not anybody else....so guys....lets start to manage our time properly from and later !!

INSYA-ALLAH and all the best......wassalam....

Aug 10, 2010

chapter 9 : welcome RAMADHAN

pejam celik...pejam celik....AIK.....sekejapnya da nak puase balik.....
hurm....the time is moving so fast...tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan....
with the barakah of Ramadhan...hopefully we are able to accumulate as many as possible the PAHALA.....amin.....

HAPPY RAMADHAN ALMUBARAK !!!

Aug 5, 2010

chapter 7 : aku berasap !!!!

ok....for this post...i'm going to write about something that happened...just....last night...
this is not a sharing post..but it more like an annoying kind of story....real story...

kne cite in malay...baru happen sket....

hari : rabu nak masuk khamis
tarikh : dah masuk 5 Ogos 2010
masa : 2.45 a.m

alkisahny - mangsa (izzati bukan nama sebenar) dah tidur dengan amat lenanya....seyes...tdo x igt dunia....zzZZzzZZzz.....
tapi xtau nta knape...de malaOn sekoh ni....tetiba je......zetttzetttzettt.....zetttzetttzettt (bunyi empon ak punya vibrate....).....ak terbangon....

"isyh....sape ni malam2 bute tepon !!!"

tengok no...xknl pon....dengan menganggap panggilan 2 penting...ak pon angkat...sambil membetul2kan korongkong..maklum la...baru bgon tdo...suare seksi...

"hello !?"
"hello....ni izzati ea???" *harus diingatkan...ini suara lelaki....
"sape nih??" blurr bunyiny...
"ni ARIL (name sebena...ak xtpu...dy y ckp cam 2)"
"huh?? ko sape nih??"
"sy dlu pakai no awk...." n nta pape y dy merepek
ak mencelah, "HELLO !!! no ni xd sape pena guna...ak org first y guna no ni"

what a lame reason....
n nta pape dy merepek ag..ak pon dengan bengangny terus letak call 2...

after a few seconds......
zettttzettttzettt.....zetttzetttzettt.....
ak bermonolog (mengaplikasikan BM y ak da blaja mse skola dlu2)
"pe ag mamat ni nak???" ak pon angkat r call 2 for the second time....

"emmm" bunyi mcm nk telan org...ala2 marah, tegas, malas n baru bgon tdo....
"owh izzati...sombong ea....nak kenal boley???"

MAIGOD budak ni......mmg nak mampos....nta pe mslh dy..da r kco mimpi ak,....sengalLLLL
reflex action.....ak pon laju je jawab

"ORANG NAK TDO R BODOW !!!!!!" amik ko....percume...n TERBAIK dr ak !!

tup(kireny bunyi ak tekan button reject)

ya Allah sengal ny ak cakap cam 2 xpk2 dlu...tp ak da geram gile...pe ag,....kuar r sume 2...
da r ak xknl ko....suddenly ko call ak ckp nk knl....pd mase y sgt2 xssui....pe masalah ko....pukul 2.45 a.m kot....AK NAK TIDO R.....ko phm x....

kali ke3 dy tepon....ak angkat tp ak xckp....relevantny sbb ak nk abiskan kredit dy....WAHAHAHAHA(gelak beso...EVILL)

disebabkan kau r ARIL....ak xley nk tdo....da r kelas ak kol 8....mmg ag r ak mengamok...

kesimpulanny.....

klu nk kaco org...kaco at the right time...not 2-3 a.m...and 1 more thing...choose the right person...sorry bro...ko salah pilih org...xpasal2 kne hambur
n ak nk igtkan kat diri ak....len kali jgn r ckp kasar2 cam 2...kesian org 2....(tp ak peduli ape....len kali kaco ak ag....)

*p/s : klu ak dapat tau sape ko ARIL...mmg nahas ko....ak sepak ko cukup2.....

sekian.....

**p/s : korang anggap r cite ak ni menarik....terima kasih....THE END !!

Aug 4, 2010

chapter 6 : meaningful nap

i just woke up from my quick nap. it worth you know...sometimes, wake up after longer period of sleep does not feel the same as we sleep for just a few minutes...what a miracle....

it's just like friendship...the one that we know just for a while is the most remembering moment rather than the friends that we know so long...sometimes, they can even stab us from back...how bad is it !!!....

**p/s : credit to my 514 classmates (azie aiffa maisarah ekin zac cupa tqa izma syu aina izzah qila)....you are rock babe....my roomies F1 07 (dayah@gendut paah aida) and my neighbour, qila adnan....seriously you are 'crazy'...and the one that i always miss....the utmians....my forecast lecturemates (pqah aisha lyana zulaiha bla bla...rmi sgt sampai xtersebut) you all are so wonderful...really miss the moment we were together...gossiping, chit-chatting, 'merepek'ing and bla bla....gonna miss so much...not forgetting my friends here, in INTI...

Aug 3, 2010

chapter 5 : huMAN and LOVE?!

human is the greatest creation of Allah (subhanallah !!)
we are created to have feeling....
feeling to love somebody
feeling to hate somebody
feeling to be happy, sad and anger

what i want to focus is the feeling to love...(well...this might be a lame thing....i should say !!!)
but nevermind...i still want to touch on it....dont care....HAHAHAHA(laughing like evil)

LOVE.....love....CINTA.....saranghae....
as we growing...the feeling to be loved become stronger and stronger...
me as well really want to be loved with....

BUT.....hahaha....no one haven't confess to me.....walaweh(chinese sigh~)
wOw !! pity me....is it??

do i really want that 'LOVE'??
or i just long for it?? just want to know the feeling to be loved??

well...i should say yes to the Qs....i don't need it...
i have my family that love me....my friends....
just love ONE and the only ONE.....
MUHAMMAD....the messenger and ALLAH...the almighty GOD...
this is what we called as the ULTIMATE LOVE....

p/s : credit to tqa alil....who opened my eyes about love....
do not BETRAY our only love (future husband) that is already being arranged by Allah...
sooner or later...he'll come to us....we just have to wait and tawakkaltualallah....

sorry cannot find the versus in quran...
i'm pretty sure that most of you know about that versus...
it says....a good woman is for a good man and a bad woman is deserved for bad guy...

hence, my advice is....(to all of us and me as well)...preserve our dignity and pride....
insyaAllah....ALLAH will do the rest....HE knows better...HE is the best planner....

wallahualam...

Aug 2, 2010

chapter 4 : sementara aku masih lagi bersemangat...

ak ni slalu je hangat2 taik ayam....hahaha...now i'm eager to blog...in future...hurm...will see...

ok the lesson for today is :
when you want to do something....do it with the full of your heart...don't bother about the distraction around you...(this is what happened to me...haish...can't focus myself when doing something)...at last...what i've planned were all out of the track...cisss !!

chapter 3 : welcome back !!

wow...there's been ages i'm not updating this blog...
very lazy to type and the most important was
i don't know how to express my feeling and thought
through writing...

but...Alhamdulillah...finally i found the courage to write
hopefully this will last longer and wouldn't halt amid the journey
INSYAALLAH.....

this blog is not only about myself...
i will try my best to share some knowledge
that benefit me as well as the readers...
so....enjoy and have fun !!